My world came to a screeching halt. I found out that the baby I had been carrying inside of me for the past seven months, no longer had a heartbeat. We did not know how or why this happened. I felt like my own heart had stopped right along with his.
Saturday April 30th, 2011,
My beautiful perfect little son, Kamdyn Ross Brown, was delivered into this world with the umbilical cord wrapped around his neck. He was only here to recieve his body then sent back up to live with his Heavenly Father. He was 3 lbs. 11 oz. and 16.5 in. long. I got to see his perfectly sculpted face, his red hair, and his long little arms and legs. He looked so peaceful laying in my arms. Every time I held him, my heart was overwhelmed with love.
Although I will never get to see my little baby boy take his first breath, hear him cry or laugh, take his first steps, or grow up here on this earth, I know I will get to hold him in my arms when the time is right for us to meet again. I know my Heavenly Father is taking care of my angel and they are both looking down at me, keeping me safe and comforted at this time. As I finish my journey here on earth I know I have an angel watching over me with every step I take. There is not a day that will go by when I don't think of him.
4-30-2011
Kamdyn,
I will always love you and keep
you in my heart and thoughts everyday.
You are my whole world.
I know you will send your brothers and sisters
when your dad and I are ready.
I love you more than words can explain,
my precious angel.
love, Mom
